day four

No smoking for me. I don't want to, I quit for a reason.

Though, I feel trapped in my own personal hell. I'm stressed, beyond irritable and emotional as hell. All I want (/can?) do is eat, sleep and cry. I feel terrible.

From what I've read days 3-10 suck a lot, so I guess I should just be prepared to be a lunatic for the next week +. I wish I could hibernate so I wouldn't have to put anyone else through this.

I need to stay busy, but it feels like the last thing I can do. Arghhhhhh..